I know how to define longing
Feeling it as I do this day
With joyful news that I
Cannot share with you.
Longing to speak with you
To hear your laughter amidst
Guttural sounds that create
Music for my soul.
We now speak only in code
Your message somewhat blank
And mine only hesitant
Lacking in style or craft.
Longing so real that it hurts
A deep, agonizing pain
That makes me want to fly away
To a far-off destination.
I have nowhere to fly
Only stuck in my memories
Lost in dreams gone by
Longing for what will never be.
–Victoria Emmons © 2016